Stress – How to get over that hurdle

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Its going to be ok 🙂

Base Meditation

Tooth ache , not much work so money is tight . One of my dogs was a bit unwell and noise . . . so much noise . . .

stressed-student

Stress has a way of piling up sneaking in through little door ways and getting hold of you . The more of it that accumulates , even if its just the tiny little things , slowly you turn , without consciously knowing it . People deal with stress in lots of different ways and I know that I become almost a different person when stressed .

I become angry , short tempered . I can be rude even but its not the real me . My brain changes , I feel it , its almost like I have blinkers on some times . I speak without thinking , I react to things in a way that resembles a person with a disorder . All this is because my brains chemical balance has changed , therefore my focus has changed and I find it terribly hard to focus on positive things . Negativity has got me by the balls so to speak , lol .

So , what do I do .

I used to drink , a lot . Rehabed it ( Odessey House ) still sober 9 years now 😀 , I’m an alcoholic and I self medicated with every drug I could consume for many years . I never became the stereo typical Junkie heroin addict  ( I never used needles ) but I abused myself a lot . Destroyed friendships and relationships .

That never worked , I got smart , looked at my life . . . I mean every part of it . . .

Food – I was eating Organic foods but lots of junk as well – cut out the junk , wow , things changed just by removing junk food O.o – I Felt Happier !!

Work – I hated my job & the way I did my job , not my trade , but the way I ran my day and how I worked . Hung-over every day , no sleep – Ok changed that . . . Well FK me now life is a bloody lot better 😀

I also realised I had un finished business spiritually and that was the next step . I found my soul , went back to my childhood and removed the lies I had told myself , the lies I was told and filled it with compassion and power , power to me . I’m the boss of my whole life so why is it stress full , because I have allowed things to build up without resolving them . With help from the fabulous people at http://www.odysseyhouse.com.au/  I removed the victim feel sry for myself attitude – realised I had un-resolved and with help approached them the right way , realised I’m half my own enemy and woke up 🙂 .

I developed tools that help me through , actually I call them a network of tools , to now remove all stress and to empower me . Mine are Yoga , meditation , playing my guitar , off road skate boarding , swimming , surfing and online gaming are just some of mine , so I have a network of things I can call on to take the stress away .

Really the Past is past , learn from it . Dont hold it like a ball of stress in ya stomach because it can become a physical thing ! . Yell at it tell it your done and moved on , but never hold the negativity .

Let people help you because no one knows everything . Know this as well , loving yourself is not about the physical it is about the real inner you , your soul . Its about loving the person you are . Most people dont know who they are because they live a life in the service of others whether it be in a job or satisfying another persons opinion of ‘ Us ‘ . Thats right Every single person on this planet has an opinion but the only one that matters is yours about you .

Then you can really smile and truly love 🙂

I would just like to thank the people at Odyessy House Sydney Australia for everything they have done for me . I luv you all 😀

George W. Bush, Barbara Bush, and Aleister Crowley

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Is Aleister Crowley Barbara Bush’s father . . .

I read about this recently . Now I have an open mind & I dabbled in witchcraft for a little time & I have researched Aleister Crowley extensively . The man liked sex would be an understatement , he lived for it believing it gave him power . So did a lot of the ppl that were associated with him .

Here is some very very interesting reading and TBH I hold this with more fact than fiction . Having researched Crowley for so long , and like its stated in the piece –

‘ Thus it was that four individuals came together: Frank Harris, Nellie O’Hara, Pauline Pierce, and Aleister Crowley. Anyone who has studied Crowley’s life will understand that what happened next was, in a sense, inevitable. ‘

So was Aleister Crowley Barbara’s father , my money is on the ‘ Yes ‘ but we will never know .

It give’s credence to the rumours of the dark past and goings on associated with ‘ The New World Order ‘ stuff & with the secrets of Dolphin House – Jimmy Savil – Boys Town – The political connections are to many to ignore and the statements from all the victims that there is a network of politicians & big business owners that do this , has been going on for decades .

There are hundreds , maybe thousands of ppl all over the world screaming out that they were abused by a network of political figures & big business leaders that are using them for occult practices – That is a Fact !

PPL refuse to listen because its just to fantastic to believe . Yet we all know thousands of children have been abused by so called trusted church figures for centuries & the church sweeps it under the carpet .

The ppl who wont talk about child exploitation & sexual abuse are cowards , full stop . If you dont want to know then you are a perpetrator of these crimes and are as guilty as the ones abusing these children .

So heres a Link to the piece .

I will say this , I am a victim of this type of abuse and what I saw and experienced was beyond anything I would call human .

Chris Hedges

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Visionary , Revolutionist , Trusted Man are a few words to describe this man .

Wikipedia –

Christopher Lynn “Chris” Hedges (born September 18, 1956) is an American author-activist [1] [2]. As a journalist he specializes in Americanpolitics and society. Hedges is also known as the best-selling author of several books including War Is a Force That Gives Us Meaning (2002)—a finalist for the National Book Critics Circle Award for Nonfiction—Empire of Illusion: The End of Literacy and the Triumph of Spectacle (2009), Death of the Liberal Class (2010) and his most recent New York Times best seller, written with the cartoonist Joe Sacco, Days of Destruction, Days of Revolt (2012).

Hedges is currently a columnist for the progressive news and commentary[3][4][neutrality is disputed] website Truthdig, a senior fellow at The Nation Institute in New York City,[5] and a contributing author for OpEdNews.[6] He spent nearly two decades as a foreign correspondent in Central America, the Middle East, Africa and the Balkans. He has reported from more than fifty countries, and has worked for the Christian Science Monitor,NPR, the Dallas Morning News, and the New York Times,[7] where he was a foreign correspondent for fifteen years (1990–2005).

In 2002, Hedges was part of a group of eight reporters at the New York Times awarded the Pulitzer Prize for the paper’s coverage of global terrorism. He also received the Amnesty International Global Award for Human Rights Journalism in 2002.[8] He has taught at Columbia University,New York University, Princeton University[7] and the University of Toronto. He currently teaches prisoners at a maximum-security prison in New Jersey.[8] He writes a weekly column on Mondays for Truthdig and authored what the New York Times described as “a call to arms” for the first issue of the Occupied Wall Street Journal, a newspaper associated with the Occupy Wall Street protests in Zuccotti Park, New York City. The author describes himself as a socialist.[9]

 

Latest interview is mind blowing and about time people listened to this guy . . . . . . Video Link

 

Facebook Gone

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Due to so many people posting negative comments & the lie that an over weight person is a real person I cant do FB any more atm . People blatantly lie and put me down over this topic so they can have it , good luck . The strain on the health system by these people and there constant attack on people that dont work claiming those people are a burden is appalling .

I refuse to be part of a lie and I will not support anything those people promote .